dreams

This post will be for dreams. Does anyone dream anymore? Well, I guess what I'm asking is if anyone pays them even the slightest mind, or do you dismiss them all as silly and put them down the drain in the morning as you brush your teeth, where chances are you'll never run into them again? Anyways I think that's silly, but this past week I've been able to remember every dream (the one latest upon waking up) which is like.. 4.. but one per day is good haha ~ but these dreams are dreams of worry, doubt, fear - stuff like that.

And then today I dreamt that I was at an outside picnic (although it was dark outside for some reason, it's always dark outside somewhat in my dreams) and I happened to see this one person that really kind of made me want to work hard to become an artist. I was so ecstatic and happy - I hadn't seen him in years. He's like a huge figure for me. When I was like 13 I was so into comics (lol) and wanted to draw comics like him. I sat down with him and handed my sketchbook, but it was new and barely had anything in it, and then I looked at his portfolio thingie. I made small talk like, "Look, Tony's here and I haven't seen him in forever!" and I pointed towards another table at this guy in a red shirt, but the guy I was sitting there talking to WAS Tony. I remember feeling nervous, sad a little, wondering why I had lost touch with him. I tried, really ~

Now waking up, it was one of the realest dreams! I grabbed my phone to call him, but his number wasn't even in my phone. Bah - it left a bitter taste in my mouth. :>

Here, have some species of boar and

an overworked raccoon in sepia ink